lousy dad -_-"

another fun yet tiring day. yeah, going for a shopping spree is actually tiring. but going shopping with your dad is even worse. i'm dead tired because he hops from one shop to the other so damn fast i wasn't even spared a second to breathe. when they go for shopping, they really mean shopping. shopping as in grabbing and buying many piece of shirts and pants in no time. believe me, some men are as good as the girls when it comes to shopping. but there's still something which i can't tolerate much. when they are done with buying their stuffs, the next thing they would like to tell you is "let's go home."

me : so u're done with ur stuffs redy. happy-la?
dad : *keeps quiet*
me : so now it's me and mummy's turn redy-la?
dad : u all wanna shop then go ahead-la. i can sit in mcdonald's and wait till u're all done. i can drink coffee and have my burger.
me : u say one-arh? don't regret-arh?
dad : go go go go.
me : okay. we'll call and meet u up when we are done.

[45 MINUTES later]

*pussycat doll's stickwitu playing on my phone*
me : yes?
dad : hello, where are u all?
me : upstairs. mummy is in the fitting room.
dad : *sighs*
me : why? cannot wait redy-arh?
dad : faster faster. wanna go home redy-la. wait until backside also pain.
me : hahha. expected. no patience.

liar him. i really thought he was gonna wait for us. but he surrendered. lousy dad.

mewwy cwistmas =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

may God bless you all and of course, myself.

never nevr nv.

this article scares the shit outta me.

i've always wanted a guy who can prepare me good delicious food. but i'm changing my mind. i don't wanna marry a cook anymore. perhaps donkee should start thinking about changing his profession. -_-"

after reading through that article, i flipped over the next page. and i saw this piece of article.

damn. remember i blogged about donkee going over to Flinders for an interview in the previous post? how eerie. i think i have some kinda special sense.

*i read both that articles in the newspaper this morning. i came online and looked for the links to show it to you guys =)

let it stay the same.

great day. did something i totally love today with mum and sis. shopping. we jam drove all the way to bangsar for blook and then hopped over to sri hartamas for cats whiskers. mannn, cats whiskers offers tonnes of good shit! i wanna go there againnnnn. i want to get that pair of pumps! but they don't have the size for my small feet. *cries* but thank god. i got myself 3 pretty tops. HAHAHAHAHA. so darn happy.

donkee has got an interview tomorrow in flinders at mont kiara. am i supposed to wish him good luck, all the best, hope you get through it and all these shit? i don't think i need to. because i reckon he'll definitely get his job. something in which i don't want it to happen. i know i'm being a lil' selfish over here. i can't help it. sometimes i wish he'll just change his mind and go back to study. sometimes i wish i can brainwash him. sometimes i wish that there will be a U-turn somewhere in his lil brain. *sigh* gone all the good ol' days. no more breakfast or lunch session together. cause i'll be in college. no more dinner and supper session together. cause he'll be working. no more late night mamak-ings. no more late night movies. no more...everything. life is gonna be so fuck up. i hate to face changes in life. any sort of changes. because i suck in adapting myself in a brand new life or situation. i'm a big idiot for that. once he asked me if i will wait for him and just try getting used to it. i gave him a very much confident yes. sorry ling, i lied. my answer was supposed to be, i'll try.

i don't feel good right now. i can feel tears streaming down my cheek. got to go. nite.

happy birthday to S[k]Y- !!

DONKEE WILL BE BACK TOMORROW!!
bwahahahahhaha :-)

i'm too happy to say anything right now.
i'm just t o o h a p p y.

good night peeps. sweet dreams.

*haappppyyy bbbiirrttthdaaayy S[k]Y-! u're finally 19. hohohoho.

huggy huggy, anyone?

i'm down with a terrible cold, sorethroat and fever.

i think this is love sick.

i'm energy-less.

i need hugs =(

i want baby =((

dig a hole and bury my face.

holy fuck. i encountered the most embarrassing moment in my whole goddamn life just now.

last week, i met this brother friend of mine while i was having breakfast with my family. it has been like months or almost a year since i last saw him. since then, he had been calling and sms-ing me to come out for drinks and all. i was just too lazy to entertain. you see, we don't have much topic to talk about. he usually would start telling me every 101 details about his past or current love life. something which i'm not quite interested to know. (man, i'm so mean)

until this morning, he called and sms-ed me, again. asking me to get my arse out tonight. i declined. i lied that i'll be going over to visit my cousin in KL and i won't be coming home till late night. fine. he called again around 7 plus in the evening asking whether if ever i can make it. i told him "no, i'm still in KL." when the fact that i'm at home.

about 9 plus, i have this friend, edwin who came back to m'sia from melbourne for holiday called up asking me to go have drinks with him and anton. so i thought, why not? we'll definately have tonnes of stuff to catch up on. and i can go out to get my puff after not having to smoke for 2 fcking days. about 10, edwin came and pick me up and we went to look for anton.

in the car, edwin asked, "so where do you think should we go now? bayu or modern?"
i was damn loud. "modern modern! damn long never step into modern already!"
"okay, since you like modern so much we'll go to modern."

we reached there and started looking for a place to sit. it was kinda packed.
edwin asked, "where do you wanna sit? at the back there or this corridor over here?"
i was loud again. "here here! at the back there damn many people man."
"okay, we'll sit here."

as we were seated, edwin asked for my phone cause he wanna have a look. then, my phone started ringing. it's a miscall. i told edwin, "my god, this fella again. he wouldn't stop calling. don't answer. don't give a damn." *showing the hand gestures of DON'T ANSWER* it rang again. "fuck, damn fan-lah this fella." *showing the damn kao irritated face*

after a minute, i got an sms.
"wah, purposely duwan to answer my call lah now. i am just right infront of you if you don't know."

................................................. *stunned* then i started looking infront of me. oh my holy god.

"fuck man. the guy who miscalled is actually right infront of us and he saw every single move of mine."
i told that 2 bastards.

anton that so-called virgin started laughing his ass off. you're so dead he told me.edwin that rich fool started laughing even louder than anton. you're the one who chose this place. you're the one who chose this seat! don't blame us! he said.

they're so right. after that i decided to reply his sms.
"sorry, didn't notice you. i just came back. my friend went to KL and pick me up. i thought its abit late already to ask you to come out. so i came with my friends. i did not ignore your calls. i thought you were playing a fool with me cause u only miscalled me. and, my friend was having my phone with him. so i couldn't call you back."

he replied, "yah rite..KL. wanna ignore say wanna ignore lah. i saw that you purposely don't wanna answer. i saw that action of yours. whatever lah. i'm not in the mood d.."

.......urm, okay. i didn't know what to say. i was quite pissed. pissed because he was being so small gas. i replied, "fine. think whatever you wanna think. if you don't plan to call me out anymore, let me know. i'll be more than glad."

as soon as he received my sms. he called that mamak fella, pay the bills and left.

BUTTTT, D'YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING EMBARRASSING I WAS?! i wanted to dig a hole in the ground and bury my face! DAMNNNNNN. now go ahead and laugh.

:-(

I.
MISS.
MY.
DONKEE.

today is only the 3rd day -_-" HELP.

the year end room cleaning session.

fcking tiring day. started cleaning my room from this afternoon itself till.....urm, don't know. it's not even done yet. haha. the amount of dusts was like 10 layers thick and i think i could fill a whole truck load of rubbish. haha. my rubbish stuffs are still scattered all over the floor. bahh. will continue tomorrow. but you know what? i found quite a number of old stuff which i don't even remember having them.

item #1

her name is mousie (i don't know if it is really a mouse, but nevermind). mousie was supposed to have a partner. but its partner ran away last year, leaving her alone. i'm afraid mousie will die of loneliness, depression and DESPERATION. so i gave her to Mylo. now mousie is Mylo's new sex partner. haha.

item #2cartoon pencils! garfield, hello kitty, pooh bear, whatever, you name it and i have it. i have a huge collection of them. been collecting since like errr, 10 or 11 years ago? frankly, i hate all the characters now. but still, i love my pencils ;) nahh. i don't think it's a weird collectible item. i am hardworking. that's why i collect pencils. hee.

item #3

i've come to realised that i've received tonnes of greeting cards before. birthday cards, valentine's cards, christmas cards, thank you cards, bla bla bla. they're nice and beautiful. some are hand-made. my friends are so sweet. but there's something which i would like to admit..i can't remember many of the sender's faces =/ and i don't remember having so many greeting cards.

item #4among all the cards, this is the....weirdest valentine's card i've received. and the content......."valentine you drive me insane, my head's in a mess and i'm smitten. you're totally delish my no. 1 wish and you're a lusciously saucy sex kitten!" sex kitten?? ...which part of me looked like a sex kitten? or maybe i have whiskers? *sigh* weird. but still, why kittennnn??

i've actually got more rubbish to post but i'm too lazy. baby wants me to go to bed now. so, good night everyone. i wanna go to bed early so i can wake up early tomorrow to continue digging for rubbish cleaning my room. haha.