22 May 2005

happy birthday edwin and eddie! N a belated one to beeyin! =)

*it's sunday again *sigh..yesterday was josh's last day in front office. he'll be transferred to Seki Tei next week. poor thing ME! i'm gonna be darn bored! we were supposed to work till 5pm but no one came and it was quite a quiet day, so we got permission to go off early at 2. LOL. my boss is sick in the head..he is farrrrrrrrr toooo gooodd. hehe.
*i went over to baby's place before i got home. BB is another crazy fella as well. he was supposed to work for 8 hours from 11pm but he went at 7pm. couldn't believe that he actually worked for like 12 hours? *ling, where are my pastries? oh no, my cake!! u liar..sobz =(
*we celebrated ernest, eddie and edwin's birthday in Passion. quite a number of people went. not too bad but a lil bored. it was kinda packed and stuffy towards the end. so we went off early at about 2am. plus, a few monkees knocked out. lol x)
*BB went back to hometown after his working shift. i think he hasn't been sleeping for 1 day already. bet he is pigging right now. poor thing..i felt guilty for going to club while he was working so hardly. hehe. soweee ling. btw, i miss yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. mwahhhhhh!

"Warranted sentimental bliss; but be careful not to recall old memories which are apt to darken your sky. You'll experience a day of great vitality; profit from it to do a lot of work, to liquidate all that is delayed and to foresee what you'll have to do in the immediate future. Have a sufficient sleep. Important transformations or events might occur in your family environment. "

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. how the fck they know i'm recalling old memoriessssssssssssssss????

18 May 2005

a very happy birthday to ernest! =)

*..sigh. working is tiring. especially these few days when all the staffs are on MC and all. fake MCs. LOL. me and josh gotta work O.T today. how fck-up. prolly tomorrow as well! damn!
*currently waiting for josh to come pick me up to go for a drink. chatting with some fellaz...fck, he's back on track. back on track. back on track. tell me bout it.
*i miss baybee :(

15 May 2005

still speechless.

*wanted to type in something long. but couldn't think of anything at the moment. all i can think of is the song below..it kept playing in my mind..over and over again.

Simple Plan's Untitled.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t


*fckin frustrated these few days. why u asked? i don't know! i'm physically, mentally and emotionally frustrated!! fckin shitttttttttt. sometimes you even wanna scream ur lungs out! my mood swings like 365 times a day. is it my fault or his? i dont know- god damn it. prolly because of the fact that i know he couldn't be bothered much anymore..he couldn't even care less..oh no,it feels like its gonna end anytime. more to like independence day kinda thing. shiett, what the fcuk am i talking about?

09 May 2005

7 months = 7 years? LOL

*7 months = 7 years. haha. i'm exaggerating again, i know. yesterday was the 8th. woohoo.
*nothing much these few days.
*ling, told u i'm gonna take the lead. heh ;p

05 May 2005


*working as usual.
*nothing much to comment about the day. prolly 1 word says it all : GREAT *winkz

04 May 2005


*it has been a while since the Alumni Dinner is over. but i have not posted any pictures yet. i have tonnes of them. unfortunately, i managed to post only one. heh. the picture below shows the Rooms Division team!
*standing frm left to right : kaichai (the co-MC @ my partner), ning, jessie, vini, kahmun,virgo, chengyee and lucas (they are either the usherers or is in-charged of the logistics)
squatting frm left to right : zannwei, cathling (the usherers) and yea, that's me..the MC.

a little is not enough.

*went to work as usual. my 2nd day :) bored like hell. nothing to do at all! for lunch, we walked all the way out..beside SJMC, to eat. haha. we have too much of time in our hands. we as in me, waikit, lucas, angela, mary and salina. after work, i went to pyramid to meet my sis. we went to hunt for printers. baby came along. he got us cheaper printer cause he's 'famous' there. lol ;p
*seeing my baby just for awhile today makes me miss him even more :(

03 May 2005

welcome to holiday villa? =/

*darn tired. started my training today. worked frm 9am - 5pm. i mean, sit and stand from 9ine to 5ive. LOL. that place and people is quite okay. rather friendly people. they won't give a fck about u and what u're doing. hah! that's the best thing..hehe. but errm, the food suck big time! ughhhhhh.
*baybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i missssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuu. hrmm, u're going to Atmos without me tonight =/ don't wanna friend u *sobz ;p

fckin life.

*today is a boring day.i'm not sleepy yet. i'll have to go for my training tomorrow. i hate going for training alone. i miss my baby. life is so fucked up

When you dont know where to go,
you dont know what to do.
When your heart's shattered like glass,
That's when loneliness is in you.

02 May 2005

don't wanna try.

*hung out with yenchi, vicz, ernest, edwin and kitz in starbucks. i brought bee and soonz along :) yea, i know it was quite surprising. =/
*i tried so hard to get out of my fckin life but to no avail. [whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy?]
*it's a monday already. i'll be going for my 2nd industrial training on tuesday. it really scares me, if u know what i mean?...don't lie. u don't know what i meant.
*baby, just in case if u're reading this..just wanna let u know that i'm not angry for what u've done..or what u've choosen. well, i admit that i still don't feel nice. i'm still feeling a lil' upset. but i know u have your own reason and u've told me about it. it's acceptable. u always thought me not to be selfish and be more considerate. so, no worries. and i told u about how afraid i was, i mean it. see if i can survive. love you ling dear.

Craig David's You Don't Miss Your Water ('Til The Well Runs Dry)

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember thatI'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to
I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember thatI'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together

01 May 2005

from Rave to Rush. gosh.

*today is Sunday, the most fucked-up day. i'm rotting right now and i can see spiderwebs all over me. *geez.
*29/4 - watched Divergence in 1U. the show was okay. Daniel Wu is so sexayyy. me and bee brought my sis to SS2's Swensen's at nite then hai-soon came along.
*done nothing the whole afternoon yesterday. went to tht damn Sepang rave at night with bee, shiena,soon,brian and a few more others. that rave was o-kay. but the music was a lil lousy, u know what i mean? the dj's suck like fuck. all of us got bored when it was only 12am. so shiena suggested we go over to Rush cause she has never been there before. Rush was even worse! they kept repeating the songs over and over again..the crowd was tooooooo much. my feet got stomped and stepped thousands of times by those bloody biatch and bastards who dances like spastics and as though they've swallowed 100 ecstacy. motherfckers..holy cow. and the worst part of the club is the people!! the "lalachais and lalaluis" !! i seriously do not have any idea where do these people come from. the way they dress..the way they speak..and the way they dance..gawdd! help! and some of them was trying soooo fckin hard to shuffle...!??!?!? i almost laugh my arse off!! gimme a break! so, well..i reached home at about 4am and slept at 5am. heh.
*so freakin hot today. gonna go take a cold bath really soon. it's sizzlingggggggg.