one of my friend asked me a question today.
he asked me,
have you ever let go something precious and then regret it later?
i thought about it for awhile,
and i answered,
no. i've never regret letting go anything at all.
i'm glad that i made the right decision.
i'm glad that i'm contented with what i need.
"no regrets. they don't work. no regrets now. they only hurt..." - No Regrets by Robbie Williams. absolutely superb song.
i believe that no matter how a good friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
i believe that true love continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
i believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
i believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person i want to be.
i believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter what we feel.
i believe that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.
i believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
i believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
i believe that sometimes when i'm angry, i have the rights to be angry, but that doesn't give me the rights to be cruel.
i believe that maturity has more to do with what type of experiences you've had and what you've learned from people and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
i believe that no matter how bad your heart has been broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
if someone were to ask me to give them the definition of love,
i don't think i would know how to give them an accurate answer.
but for me,
it is all about
sacrifice.
toleration.
honesty.
patience.
understanding.
and.
trust.
what d'you think?
xxx
you'll be stepping on a brand new path in life from today onwards donkee. i wish you well and bear in mind that i'll always be here whenever you need me. please earn more money as you need to support me. LOVE YOUUUUUUUU MUCHOOO x)
i was feeling darn bored in the afternoon today. donkee was busy in Alliance Française @ KL. he prollie had some good time cleaning his soon-to-be 2nd home kitchen and having meetings with his chefs. yeah, that is why i was so friggin' bored with absolutely nothing to do at home. then i thought, eh. i'm gonna do something meaningful and useful today. making pizza. HAHA. stop laughing. well, for those who are laughing, it means that you're close to me enough to know that i don't fcking lay my hands on whatever shit that has gotta do with kitchen or cooking utensils. but trust me, you'll be begging me for a piece of it later. heh. another reasons why i decided to try cooking and baking stuffs? because..hellllooooo. my donkee is a cooook. of course i got to standardize my cooking capability with his. although..yeah, his food will definately taste better than mine. haha. but at least i tried.
so i got my sissie to go over to Tesco with me since she's as lame as me at home. i bought the pizza base as i don't have sufficient time to make one. uhrm, i got a bottle of tomato puree, green capsicum, Cheddar and Mozzarella cheese, spicy tuna chunks and onions. damn, we bloody missed buying crab sticks. argh.
it only took me like less than 30 minutes to prepare the pizza. i realised it's actually quite a simple thing to do. i will not elaborate further on how to make that piece of pizza cause i guess you guys will definately know it better than me. but please, give me some face. tell me it looked good and yummy. it's my first time. and i have talents! haha.
voila! my spicy tuna pizza!
HAHAHAHA. now do you want a piece? call 1300-88-2525 for delivery service. oops. sorry. that's for Pizza Hut.
i don't know why but i'm feeling damn bloody emo these few days.
i speak emo-ly.
i watch emo movies.
i listen to emo songs.
argh.
something is wrong somewhere.
xxx
today is a saturday and errr, i'm feeling bored. no shopping session for today. cause it's cold and gloomy outside and it's cosy at home. everyone was lazy. they were too lazy to get their butts off the bed. zzzzz.
the classes today scare bore me to death. as usual, lecturers will brief us about the topics we need to cover in each and every subject and not forgetting, the upcoming assignments and assessments. i'm starting to regret joining higher diploma. i have 1 more year to go goddamnit. and the worst part was, we'll need to get involve in the fuckup F&B stuffs again. you know, table setting, gueridon service, wine pouring and all those fucking shits. we're gonna learn and practice them without any notes. because there some smart asses who think it is not necessary and therefore we do not need them. if i'm interested in F&B i would have specialized in F&B earlier instead of RD. so why make it a compulsory subject for those in option A? the reason why we're choosing option A is because we do not want anymore practicals mofo. they should have just make it compulsory for those in option B. mahai.
sometimes i just feel like quitting the fight.
take a look at this friendster profile.
HOW FUCKING IRRITATING IS THAT!?
oh.my.holy.god.
xxx
i felt weird after taking my seat in the hall during orientation this morning.
i looked around as if i was looking for something that went missing.
after that, i remembered, oh. donkee is not here anymore.
only then, i recalled, i first met him during the first orientation 2 years back.
ahh.
if you're the one i always addressed as donkee, this is for you.
if you know you're not that donkee i'm referring to and you click on that link, then you're a real DONKEY. there's a difference o-kay. and trust me, i'll know who actually click on that link =)
the thoughts of going back to college is killing me. i don't wanna go back at all. i want longer holidays. or at least until the 9th of january =/ argh. feel like grabbing a rope and just strangle myself to death. or prolly just jump down from Leisure Commerce Square and die. but no way, i know you guys are gonna miss me =) haaa.
I DON'T WANT LECTURES. I DON'T WANT ASSIGNMENTS. I DON'T WANT HOMEWORK. I DON'T WANT EXAMS! *cries*
it's a good day today. cause i get to go shopping againnn. with my lil donkee this time. bwahaha. but it took us forever to fight for a parking space *sweats* what to do? chinese new year is around the corner. like end of this month? time flies. darn fast. i told you. ahhhhh.
new year's eve celebration was good. but the fact that donkee is not celebrating it with me was NO GOOD =(
the whole bunch of us went to sunway's Q-bar and Cafe flam. many many of us. the amount of people there in sunway was crazyyyy. ranging from infants to some old uncles and aunties. really. it was even worst inside the club. we've been sandwich-ed like..grrrrrr. i couldn't stand it. i can hardly breathe. we can't even dance. can't even move! ended up getting a table outside the club and drank our night away. i took only a few sips. i don't wanna end up doing anything stupid and silly. HAHHA. no, i'm actually afraid of doing anything wrong to myself, and donkee =) you know, my ex was there with us and i was single yesterday night. ONLY that night. bwahahha. i sounded like a bitch again. but overall, it was fun yesterday. real fun. kar yee is a drunkard rockstarrrrr. huhuhu. and he's now calling me the strip star. damn.
went for a shopping spree again today with mom and sis in the curve. ggggrreaaat. i got myself some clothes again. w0000ttt. but the jam was t e r r i b l e.
donkee is back already. mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
