lil emo kid.

i don't know why but i'm feeling damn bloody emo these few days.

i speak emo-ly.

i watch emo movies.

i listen to emo songs.

argh.

something is wrong somewhere.

xxx

today is a saturday and errr, i'm feeling bored. no shopping session for today. cause it's cold and gloomy outside and it's cosy at home. everyone was lazy. they were too lazy to get their butts off the bed. zzzzz.

welcome to hell.

the classes today scare bore me to death. as usual, lecturers will brief us about the topics we need to cover in each and every subject and not forgetting, the upcoming assignments and assessments. i'm starting to regret joining higher diploma. i have 1 more year to go goddamnit. and the worst part was, we'll need to get involve in the fuckup F&B stuffs again. you know, table setting, gueridon service, wine pouring and all those fucking shits. we're gonna learn and practice them without any notes. because there some smart asses who think it is not necessary and therefore we do not need them. if i'm interested in F&B i would have specialized in F&B earlier instead of RD. so why make it a compulsory subject for those in option A? the reason why we're choosing option A is because we do not want anymore practicals mofo. they should have just make it compulsory for those in option B. mahai.

sometimes i just feel like quitting the fight.

disgrace.

take a look at this friendster profile.

HOW FUCKING IRRITATING IS THAT!?

oh.my.holy.god.

xxx

i felt weird after taking my seat in the hall during orientation this morning.

i looked around as if i was looking for something that went missing.

after that, i remembered, oh. donkee is not here anymore.

only then, i recalled, i first met him during the first orientation 2 years back.

ahh.

if you're the one i always addressed as donkee, this is for you.
if you know you're not that donkee i'm referring to and you click on that link, then you're a real DONKEY. there's a difference o-kay. and trust me, i'll know who actually click on that link =)

sayonara holidays.

the thoughts of going back to college is killing me. i don't wanna go back at all. i want longer holidays. or at least until the 9th of january =/ argh. feel like grabbing a rope and just strangle myself to death. or prolly just jump down from Leisure Commerce Square and die. but no way, i know you guys are gonna miss me =) haaa.

I DON'T WANT LECTURES. I DON'T WANT ASSIGNMENTS. I DON'T WANT HOMEWORK. I DON'T WANT EXAMS! *cries*

it's a good day today. cause i get to go shopping againnn. with my lil donkee this time. bwahaha. but it took us forever to fight for a parking space *sweats* what to do? chinese new year is around the corner. like end of this month? time flies. darn fast. i told you. ahhhhh.

dead tired.

new year's eve celebration was good. but the fact that donkee is not celebrating it with me was NO GOOD =(

the whole bunch of us went to sunway's Q-bar and Cafe flam. many many of us. the amount of people there in sunway was crazyyyy. ranging from infants to some old uncles and aunties. really. it was even worst inside the club. we've been sandwich-ed like..grrrrrr. i couldn't stand it. i can hardly breathe. we can't even dance. can't even move! ended up getting a table outside the club and drank our night away. i took only a few sips. i don't wanna end up doing anything stupid and silly. HAHHA. no, i'm actually afraid of doing anything wrong to myself, and donkee =) you know, my ex was there with us and i was single yesterday night. ONLY that night. bwahahha. i sounded like a bitch again. but overall, it was fun yesterday. real fun. kar yee is a drunkard rockstarrrrr. huhuhu. and he's now calling me the strip star. damn.

went for a shopping spree again today with mom and sis in the curve. ggggrreaaat. i got myself some clothes again. w0000ttt. but the jam was t e r r i b l e.

donkee is back already. mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

goodbye 2005. hello 2006.

happy new year peeps. it's 2006 already. time flies with just a blink of an eye =/ how sad. so it's a brand new year now, which means i gotta make some new resolutions to replace the uncompleted old ones. hehe.

• save more money. bullshit
• cut down on my shopping sprees. HAHA
• put more effort and study harder to obtain better results for my higher diploma. yeah, knowing the fact that donkee wouldn't be studying with me anymore. *sobs*
  
• cut down on my ciggies consumption! that's one of the ways for me to save more money =/
• get to know my friends better before it's too late.
  
• T.O.L.E.R.A.T.E - is that somewhat a powerful word, donkee?
• to improve on the relationships between me and my family members.
• stop my procrastinating habit.

yeah, i guess that's all. will be going out now to join the crowd in welcoming the new year! enjoy people. happy new year again =)

pangkor pixxies.

enjoy! or just pretend you're enjoying them =/

now, do you feel like going to pangkor?

sorry KC, no captions this time. too lazy. and too many pictures. hehe.

us + pangkor island ;)

i'm back from pangkor =) pangkor was great. absolutely fantabulous. well, one of the main reasons why it's so great is probably because i'm with ryan + my bitches (KC, rachel, virgo & cylee) and that makes it even better. i'm at home right now and i swear, i'm missing the wonderful moments so bad. not to mention i miss ryan too. he's back in T.I, again. yeah, so..pangkor is a romantic island. beautiful and cozy i would say. the sound of the wave is still resounding in my ears till this day. And now i'm back home..ryan is not around..and the torture is unbearable.

we began our journey on the 27th by driving over to ryan's place in teluk intan at 5.30am and parked the cars there. i know it's damn friggin' early. we used 2 cars and as usual, ryan and KC drove all the way there for 2 hours, and the girls suffered lazed for 2 hours ;p we had breakfast and took the direct bus at 8.30am to the bus station in lumut. the journey is about 1 hour - 1 hour 15 minutes. No great scenery or view along the way because it's a highway but what the heck, i was damn sleepy and ryan was beside me so there's nothing more that i want. that's even more than enough ;)

lumut bus station is situated just right beside the jetty so it's not hard to find the place to get a ferry. the ferry trip costs about RM5.00 per person and the trip is about 30 minutes. the sight of the open sea is really tempting. from lumut, the ferry will stop at 2 ports with the last port being the place which common tourist will disembark. as soon as we reached the 2nd port, we went looking for a taxi (mini pink vans! actually) to bring us to our chalet. that ride costs RM15.00 for the 6 of us. it's about a 10 minutes ride. i consider them cheap actually. we stayed in Palma Beach Resort in Teluk Nipah which is a popular spot for beach lovers like me with many chalets and resorts especially for the budget travelers. our chalet rate was RM95.00 nett per room per night. cheap rate as well. urm, nope. it's RM90.00 nett actually. we bargained! yes, you can actually bargain. heh. ryan and i took 1 room. the rest of them took the other. KC got to sleep with the girls. lucky idiot. but, useless. he's _ _ _ _ _ _ _. heh heh heh.

let me summarize my 3 days 2 nights trip there.
day 1

• checked in at 12pm and took a rest.
• off we go to the beach in the afternoon when it's so freakin' hot! i'm damn black tan now.
• took a nice cold bath and went for a brief walk along the street to look for something to eat for dinner.
• found a restaurant which serves chinese seafood. as for the price, it's like the normal price around m'sia. so, nothing to worry about.
• at night, HAHAHAHA. BOOZEEEEEEEEE! the wholee nighttt. drink drank drunk drink drank drunk. wonderful.
• we played poker as well. our rules : WHO WIN, WHO DRINK. not the usual WHO LOSE, WHO DRINK okay. cause it's like, we bought limited amount of liquor on purpose. so everyone wanna win. because they're dying to drink! my friends are all hardcore drinkers. believe me. i don't know if you get what i was trying to say but mann, it was fun. poor ryan.

day 2

• bloody woke up at 8 something in the morning because of that donkee beside me. we know you slept the earliest o-kay. but that doesn't mean you need to wake everyone up at that time.
• re-sleep back again from 9 something till 12 something.
• getting all prepared to hunt for our lunch. ended up eating in a western food restaurant just right outside our chalet.
• went for island hopping and snorkelling in the afternoon till evening. FUUUUNNNN and CHEAPPPPP. island hopping at RM10.00 per person which includes screaming in the boat and roaming around the other small islands. snorkelling at RM10.00 per person as well. life jacket and that piece of eyewear provided. the snorkeling experience there was heaven. i kinda like fell in love with it. the view is gorgeous. the colourful fishes just put me in a trance spell. i had a few pieces of bread and it's magnificent to see the fishes taking a bite of the bread I thrown.
• darn tired. took a bath and a rest.
• at night, BOOOOOOOOZEEE again. hahaha. but we do not need to go and hunt for food that night which is a good thing. because we had BBQ! another darn cheap deal. RM150 for 6 person. food (chicken, fish, squid, clam) and carbonated drinks provided. plates and cutleries provided. tables and chairs provided. nice, eh? they even barbequed and serve the food for us. but you know what's the best thing? it's by the beach! weee.

day 3

• woke up earlier. packed up and is not ready to go home.
• repeat the same transporting routine. mini pink van ---> ferry ---> bus ---> car ---> home. how tiring.

we left pangkor on the 29th. it's sad to be leaving actually. i love that place. pangkor have all the things we needed for a nice beach vacation. boat ride, snorkelling, fishing, kayaking, sun tanning et cetera. i don't know if i'll ever go to pangkor again, but now that i've experienced it, i know that pangkor is can be considered as a nice dream getaway. *sigh* it's such an unforgettable experience. get your ass to pangkor people!

reminder : never try eating bbq-ed food with liquor + ciggie. i now have sexy voice. fuck, my sorethroat is killing me. but it's all worth it ;)

pictures coming up next. i'm tired already. good day everyone.

here we come.

there will not be any updates from me till the 29th or 30th. i'm off to pangkor island with my bitchez. weeeeeeee. it's gonna be fun fun fun. see yaaaaa.

good day everyone.