muse.

ain't talking about the rock band goddamnit.

it just took me a good 1 hour figuring out how the fuck am i going to spill my thoughts on the world wide web. sometimes i respect those who are able to express and confess themselves in their blogs. don't they find it like, very hard? fuck myself for not having that ability. and another fuck for being too strong. too tough.

i am not delicate. not anymore. thanks to all the traumatic and tormenting experience.

btw, is being too strong something good?
i think it is not at all feminine.