like dirt.
it has been an almost fantastic day today. been laughing my ass off the entire day my jaw almost dropped.
had dinner in college today as big-bro FQ needed guests for his service. or else he'll be getting 0 marks. obviously i don't want things to be that way. i ain't that kinda person. heh. we had peach flambe for dessert and it was his first time doing it. so, he needed much help. but thank god i saved my face. cause the fire wasn't too big.
the result =) i know it looked sucky but trust me, it was good. and i know it looked more like a humongous egg yolk to you.
xxx
stop making statements like i've taken all of you for granted and i only asked you all out or accept invitations when i don't have my boyfriend around. i won't die without fuckers like you all. believe it or not, you guys will stick to your other half whenever time permits if you're in a relationship. i've always thought i have a bunch of understanding friends. i thought they would understand that i'm sticking to my boyfriend on weekends because i only get the chance to see him on weekends. and now, just because you guys don't have a partner, you are talking shits behind my back? and saying that i'm begging you all to come out on weekdays because i'm feeling so alone? talking about taking people for granted. who in the first place you guys called when all of you needed transport to go from places to places? and who is the first person you guys won't call when you found your own fucking transport? sometimes i really have no idea what's going on in all of your fucked up brains. when i don't call, i receive statements like "yahlarh, i know you have your boyfriend and we don't have. damn busy redy la." or "yeah go and pak-tor la. don't need friends already la." when i do call, things seems to be the other way round. they would say things like, "boyfriend working only call us la?" or "boyfriend not around leh?" i'm sick of statements like these and most of all, the fucking annoyed faces and expressions i received. i feel isolated. i feel deserted. i feel bloody left out. NOT. read the last 4 sentences over and over again. please.
above are the reason why my day was not perfectly fantastic. wasted isn't it?
6 comments:
ur m8z sound lyk dickz
haha. i know. and but they're far worse than dickiez. haha.
haiya.. ah lu arr.. pity u.. pity my letuk bu.. haiah.. nvm.. come to papa.. papa sayang arr.. bo pian lor.. fren like this throw klang river also no1 will pick up lar.. haiya..
Hmm.. well real, true friends are the ones understanding and patient with you. maybe at times, you don't realize that you've left them out? *shrugs* we are all humans. we get overly sensitive at times. sometimes, we tend to suspect and scrutinize when we don't really need to. anyway, just hang in there. and in the mean time, pay attention to friends who really understand where you're coming from ;)
Thank you!
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