i'm tired.

i've got a pair of swollen and red eyes.
i can't see clearly. my vision is blurry.

i've got rudolph the rednose reindeer's nose.
i can't breathe. my nose is blocked.

i'm tired of crying.

i'm tired of holding back.

i'm tired of suspecting.

i'm tired of thinking.

i'm tired of imagining.

i'm tired of everything.

i'm really tired of everything.
but i will never get tired of trusting you.

dear Y.O.U,
it doesn't matter if you're not able to touch the ceiling like how you're asked to.
the only thing that matters is that you've touched my heart. you know what i mean.