confusiiiion.

i was browsing through one of my friend's blog. there, she wrote that she recently lost one of her friend because she did a mistake by giving that girl's already-broke-up boyfriend a peck on the cheek infront of her own boyfriend. *okay, i know it's gettin' a lil confusing here. but do you get what i mean? if not then, please don't proceed any further* now, that girl is saying that she regretted having my friend as her friend. she said that she is an Asian and she can't accept the fact that other girls is actually kissing her boyfriend. on the other hand, my friend claimed that her friend is jealous because that girl's boyfriend always have heart to heart conversations with other people but not his own girlfriend. *oh damn now i'm confusing myself* nevermind.

after reading this post of hers...the first thing which popped out from my fuckup brain was..

WOW, I THOUGHT MY BOYFRIEND WAS THE ONLY LUCKY GUY WHO GOT A PECK ON HIS CHEEK FROM HER.

wait, i'm gonna make it clear first. i wasn't very angry. but i wasn't too amused either. i only stunned a little. because she did that for no apparent reason. because she did it infront of her own boyfriend. because she fucking did it infront of me. as though i was invisible =/ no, as though WE WERE invisible. yeah, maybe we are. but anyway, i did not keep that crap deep down in me although i am an Asian. that friend of mine prolly enjoying doing that to satisfy herself. or maybe she's trying to grab some attention. or urm, just to deliver that 'hey, i am very open-minded unlike you people' message. now what i'm still curious about is...nevermind- we shall drop that topic. but feel free to tell me what will your response be if you ever put yourself in my shoe. as for me, i did nothing. absolutely nothing. i just bloody stood there. haha.

anyway, i'm back from my 8 days trip to china. i don't quite like this trip. that place is dirty, dusty, messy. the people there are rude. they spit anywhere and everywhere. if you accumulate the amount of saliva that they spit, it can really drown malaysia. the citizens smoke like a chimney and they'll exhale right infront of your face. i ate the same fucking food for 3 meals a day for 7 fuckin' consecutive days. the toilets stink like..like..i don't know what. the toilets have got no doors. they don't even provide a proper toilet bowl. just a drain. ohmymy, now i feel like puking already. sigh. that fucking country make me sick. i had fever and flu from the 3rd day onwards until today. now my skin are starting to itch. i can see red dots =/ i think i have got SARS. haha. just kidding. fuck man, i love malaysia.

but i dare say that the sceneries in china are superbly beautiful.

look at that beautiful!!!....scenery.

i don't know what is the purpose of ringing the bell 3 times. i just do it. heh.

my younger sis and me.

.......

this is just plain stupid.

another.

me and mum.

me, my elder sis and james. i don't know what's up with his coconut hair. haha.

that's me in the thrishaw ride =P it has been a while since i last rode in a thrishaw.

okay okay. enough of pics.

it's bedtime now. good night.

[edit] : i am certainly not bitching about that friend of mine although i do bitch around =) in her blog, she said that humans have the rights to voice out comments, opinions or whatsoever. so yeah, that is what i'm doing. if YOU ever come across this blog of mine and know that you are the one i am talking about, please, i think you seriously need to reconsider doing the stuffs that you do. and for those who happened to know her or who i am talking about, go ahead and tell her about it. i don't give two shits. because as i said, i am not bitching about her.