jet lagged.

going on a hiatus for 1 week is very normal okay, calv.
bisings.

goddamn sleepy now.
getting not more than 5 hours of sleep everyday from january till now is a serial killer.
drinking on sunday nights and weekdays is a bigger killer wtf.
zzzz.

arghh, i don't know what should i blog about.

*tick tock tick tock*
*whistles*

i really don't know.
.......

last week i was browsing through the web for some tattoo ideas when mom suddenly came and sat beside me.

wow.
wow? what?
why are you searching for tattoos?
cos i want one.
where you wanna have it?
not sure yet. still thinking.
you wanna do a butterfly?
no, i don't like butterflies.
how big do you want it?
urm, not too big. just average.
average? like your sister's one? (hers is the size of a...errrm, a cigarette box wtf)
well, maybe?
harh? so small ar? if wanna do then do a bigger one. do small small who can see? the bigger the better what.
......................................

whatta cool mom.

CNY?

valentine's over.
CNY's..almost over.
now, what else?

for some, CNY is all about the
fireworks.
ang paos (red packets).
gambling sessions.
and good food.
i don't play fireworks.
i don't get too many red packets.
i don't bloody gamble. yeah, not at all.
i don't eat alot.

CNY for me is all about the get-togethers. the endless nights of giggling at friends screaming their hearts out while gambling and losing hell lot in the end. pretty hilarious. it's all about the catching up and kaypoh-ing sessions with friends you have not seen in ages. it's about the quiet and quality times you spend at home with your family watching the idiot box. yes, i can hardly be found at home during the day or night. any day in the week. oh yeah, and not forgetting driving out in the middle of the night with your bunch of girlfriends to McD's 24-hours drive thru kiosk to ta-pao supper for the hardcore gamblers who will not budge from their lucky seats. how fun is that deiiii.

k lah. that's all.
thxbye.

miracle.

i'm now the happiest girl alive.
i swear.

phobia.

i survived death on the 1st day of CNY.
4 human beings flashed through my mind.
only 4.

who are they?

selamat hari burung.

alright. from today onwards, i shall not post anything which has gotta do with Cavin.
it's dangerous to have a stalker ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CAVIN!

**Cavin is the dude residing right beside my cubicle.

kabooshhhhh.

i had a great time.
shopping in 1U, alone.

i don't know if i'm being sensitive or am i too observant but most couples held hands super tight yesterday. they hugged each other from head to toe as they walk.
like wtf. can walk meh liddat?

they can't do it any other day, aye? why only on V's day?
-_-'

i saw,
couple arguing scene.
french kissing scene.
love birds choosing condoms.
'i-whack-u-u-whack-me-and-we-giggle' scene.

'our-house-dont-have-a-sofa-or-bed-for-us-to-sit-and-chat-so-
we-chose-to-come-over-to-1U-to-borrow-the-bench-and-
bermesra' scene.

ass grabbing scene.
ears blowing scene.
so many.
PDA man tiu.

i saw trillions of people lining up and waiting to dine in Italliannies, TGIF, Chillis and what nots.
ya, they were still grabbing and trying to strangle each other to death while lining up.
i saw happy faces on the girls.
the frownings on the guys.
set meals from TGIF suck big time btw.
you don't know what is good food until you try Cilantro yo.

i saw couples eating A&W and Burger King.
i sense the girl's anger.
and the guy's cheers.
hohohoho.

after watching countless dramas, the family called for a korean BBQ dinner @ hartamas. yet another v's day with single friends. vicca and ernest not included :) they got bored of romantic dinners and wanted some friends to join in their celebration -_-'

thanks a bunch yiwei, gimloong, vicca, ernest, vicye, hunter and junmeng. i know you guys can feel my pain. bwahahaha.

the damn day is over now.
waiting for the next big day...for the cinas!
hello choy san yeh.
:D

cherish the day?

YAYAYA. whatever.
phuck mr.valentine.

well, everyone knows valentine's day is tomorrow.
the ads are everywhere! grrrrr.
i don't have a date.
and it's sad.

let's do some flashback.
feb 14 year 2004 - ryan had kitchen practical class till late night. thus, resulting in no valentine's.

feb 14 year 2005 - ryan has started working in Cilantro Restaurant and Wine Bar. he was found cooking sooper dooper expensive romantic meals for lovey dovey too-much-of-money-to-spend couples to dine in during V's day. how pathetic. this poor lil girl over here ended up spending the night with all her 'still single' friends and had dinner in the college's restaurant. she waited all night for the boyfriend to come back. when he finally came home, it was no longer V's day :(

feb 14 year 2006 - I DON'T FEEL THE NEED OF REPEATING THE SAME OL' SHIET. no, minus the dinner part. because all my friends are no longer single.

view last year's post here.

exactly a year a go on the 13th, out of emo-ness, the biatch created this crap banner.


this year, she found something better to replace that emo crap banner.

picture courtesy of Jeff Thomas // Azuzephre @ Pon and Zi

i heart Pon and Zi! so fucking adorable. and emo



"you want valentine's day? EVERYDAY is valentine's for me."

hinder - better than me.

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

will ryan ever dedicate this song to me?
GEEZ. btw, highly recommended people.

turn off turn off turn off.
thank gawd.
hallelujah omitofu.

hellow bellow ling, I LOVE YOUUUUU :D
ahh, i just realized how much i love my lil ryan.
bwahahahhahaa.

2 more fucking days.

rachel left for aussieland on saturday.
gonna miss her yo! :D
had shabu-shabu session in Yuen Steamboat @ Sunway last thursday night with the ex-classmates and miss charmaine the lecturer.
we've got so mucho stuff to catch up man.

after that, heh heh.
a long drinking session with both cylee and virgo.
just the 3 of us. it has been a while.
KC cabut.
lei hou yeh.
and this is not nice yo.

vinnie, ning, chereene, rachel, our god mum, KC, miss beautiful, cylee, virgo.

nah i was just kidding about the miss beautiful thingy lah tiu :-P
not gonna post up pictures from the drinking session.

i don't look beautiful.