cameron highlands.

ryan and i left from KL to his hometown in perak on the 17th. we spent a night there and drove up to cameron highlands the next day. we came back to KL on the 19th :) all in all, the trip was alright. cameron highlands is more of a place for stressed up people like the both of us to go relax :P it's a place with superb weather and fresh "breathable" air. it's not packed with people and there's no traffic jams. UNLIKE KL. goddamnit.

i admit that it was a lil boring towards the night. no entertainment, no nightlife. no yumcha place *sigh* ryan and i practically spent the night watching the idiot box while munching on food. then we went down to roam the streets and whatever shop that is still open. we entered a minimarket and spotted BOARD GAMES. weeeeeeee. yes, we bought it and ended up playing Snakes and Ladders, Ludo, Checkers and whatnots throughout the night.

laugh all you want -_-"
but it was fun though :)

FYI, this was my 1st time to cameron highlands in 20 years.
believe it :D

happy b..b..b....buff...day!

this is a belated birthday post.
his birthday falls on the 18th of september.
i was not around to update cos we both went for a vacation.
yeah, on his birthday :)
more updates and pictures in the next post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AGAIN BABY! MWAHHHHHH.
yayayaya, i know i wished you trillions of times already.
i like arh :P

the second birthday post is dedicated to VICCAAAA!
hope you had a blast, girl.
miss you! come back soon! :D

p/s: sorry lah i have to steal pictures from your Friendster. most of the pictures i have sure got Ernest's face man! cannot tahan. or unless you want me to re-use back that classic picture i used for Chi's birthday post. hahaha.

if i died today, i want to die knowing you love me.

tomorrow morning,
i will wake up
with a smile
and the memories in between.

i.will.always.love.you.

my confidant.

the moment he told me
he didn't care anymore
was the moment
the whole of me died.

where is that guy i used to know?
i need him back.

updated yo.

mozilla damn 7 cannot pakai. using 3958458 years to load blogger.com.
-_-"

anyway, hahahaha. i'm back.
oh yeah. i'm still very much alive. i know some wish i was dead already.

had my last paper yesterday. a finance paper. i totally screwed the whole paper up. doodooooooo :D

bleh. it's only the first day of my holiday and i'm fucking rotting already. how deii.

Vinnie treated us lunch in Itallianies this afternoon. her birthday was on the 11th of september. w00000t. happy birthday to you again :D and thanks for the food!

picture taken last year, around mid of september.

hrmm, i OFFICIALLY graduated from my diploma on the 10th of september. the convocation was held in Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre. note that i'll be completing my advanced diploma by the end of this year. but when you're actually studying in taylor's school of hospitality and tourism, your convocation will be held on the year after you completed your course. meaning, i completed my diploma last year. and i only received my proper piece of certificate this year. blehhhhhh. wtf. YOU UNDERSTAND OR NOT?

i missed taking pictures with many people. everyone was too busy running all over looking for their parents, friends, ah-mas and ah-gongs. fucken' packed and stuffy -_-"

mommy and daddy came as well. the pictures i took with them don't turn out nice. so i'm not posting them up :)

i have another convocation to attend next year. i don't like it. reason being because i fucking hate wearing the robe. i receive comments like,

"i cannot see your head anymore. they looked too small."
"wei, you're drowning lah!"
"i think you're suffocating."
"you looked fat and big."
"looking from the back, i thought i saw a fat penguin."

eh wtf. you think i have a fucking choice is it? MCH.

i'm still fucking bored dei. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. screw holidays.

off to dinner now. anyone with plans for me tonight, give me a buzz goddamn it. cylee, Maison tonight? bwahahaha :D

xxx

SNOW PATROL - CHASING CARS

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

tell me whatcha gonna do.

it's been a while...i know.
i'm here to inform my readers that i'll be on hiatus.
for how long?
i don't know.
we'll see.
my assignments are piling up like mad.
my final term examination's around the corner.
like, next week?
i don't have the time to blog. and i've got nothing to blog about.
my life's been pretty sucky lately.
i'm fucking stressed up and tired everyday.
lack of sleep. dehydrated. under pressure. what the fuck.
yeah, that's about it.
have a nice day dickies and pussies.

p/s: munak, you read that notice already? HAAA! don't force me to write anymore. bleh. i won't give two shits okay :P

heal me.

i fell in love with this song and its video clip the first time i listened to it on channel [v] yesterday. from dixie chicks. nah, don't worry. it's not the same ol' usual country songs that you always get from them. something different this time.

the more i listen to it, the more i tear, really!
it's not a slow sentimental song nor a sad heartbreak song.
this song is..a fast song.
but,

deep with meanings....
well, at least for me.

enjoy.

DIXIE CHICKS
NOT READY TO MAKE NICE

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

ah, damn cannot accept. damn cannot forget. damn cannot take it.
cannot.
cannot.
cannot.

BigBigBrother.

wishing my BigBigBrother Jie

a very berry

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!

i'm addicted.

they told me,
when you are feeling sad and down, get yourself to do something you enjoy.

sing your favourite song out loud.
eat a whole bar of chocolate.
take a hot bath.
get crazy with your friends.
sip on your favourite alcohol.
party hard.
lock yourself in the room and have a good cry.
indulge in a good book.
drive to a mall for a big shopping spree.
pamper yourself with a facial or body massage.
watch your favourite movie over and over again.
ring a good friend for a chat.
go out and meet some new and interesting people.

13 checks for all mentioned above.
been there, done that.
i still feel like shit.
i am no better.

maybe, i know my cure.
i need my drug, my addiction.
my drug are my completion.
my drug fills me with the feeling of fulfillment.
my drug consumes me.
my drug frees my soul.
my drug protects me with its entire being.

you know you are the drug.