those days.

do you have those days

when you just cry for no reason
when no matter what you do, some fault is found in it
when the friends you thought you had, seem to have disappeared
when the thoughts and memories of the person you loved are so painful
when you just want to ball up and stay that way
when you just don’t feel like getting out of bed
when you don’t want to answer the phone or see anyone
when the people in your life become more of a burden than a joy
when your yesterdays, today, and tomorrows seem to all get mixed in together and nothing makes sense
when you missed your loved one who has gone away, although only for a short time
when even eating is a chore
when you want to close your blinds and just want to sleep and not make another decision
when you can’t be the way everybody wants you to be
when everybody seems to be getting on with his or her lives and you have to stop and regroup a bit
when you think of how much you’ve changed, for the best or the worse
when feeling the sunrays is a healing to your soul
when you were born into a family and wonder was the problem with them, or you
when there are days when you don’t remember things like you used to
when the nights became long and sleep seems to flee from you

do you have those days?