torn.

i don't think i deserve all these fucking shits.
ever again.

you've gained my trust.
but you destroyed them with your own hands.

you want me to have faith in you,
but at times you just won't allow me to.

i don't know what am i to do.
i don't know what am i to say.

i just wanna bury myself 6 feet under,
and cover up that piece of face.
the one with full of shame.

when there's once, there's twice.
and when there's twice, there will definitely be thrice.

you know i can't bear this any longer.

but still, i heart you.