non-existent.

The guy who love you, if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. He only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.

The guy who love you, will complaint if you did not reply his message because he worries and cares.

The guy who love you, only drop his tears infront of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are
touching his heart, the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you, will remember every word u said, even if it's accidentally. And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give you the best life in the future, he want to give you a surprise.

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect. But he will carry your luggage and ask you "why are you
becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you
finished, he will say with a smile, "you still have class tomorrow, sleep earlier."

The guy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will send a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will say, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.

The guy who love you, always call you little kid, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you present him on his bed.

The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will send a message to you with " baby, actually it's your fault, you know it yourself."

P/S: sounds like darn romantic, i know. but i doubt guys like these still exist. *sigh*

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i'm feeling a lil messed up today. a lil emo. many questions running back and forth in my tiny brain. let's see..i have errr, 5 questions in my mind. all left unanswered. it's just so damn hard to ask questions like these. because i don't wanna make a big fuss about it. i don't wanna argue no more. help. i shall go to bed now. i only took a 2 hours nap yesterday night. i can't afford to shut my eyes. because i'll start picturing many things and then ended up wetting my cheeks.

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the aftermath of the 30 minutes storm which hit the Subang and Sunway area on the 9th of march.


me, rachel and cylee was there to witnessed it all when we decided to go out to buy something after the rain stopped. freakin' interesting. but it felt eerie at the same time. i don't know why. i just had this very weird feeling. sue me for being so sensitive.