as the world change...

i've got zillions of thoughts now on my mind. but i just don't know where to start. i don't even know if i'm supposed to voice it out here. this world is so complicated. i really wish it was simpler so that there will be no frowns, no tears, no fights, no arguements, no suicide, nothing. the world is changing. not for the better. but for the worse. i don't know about your life. but i know mine sucked big time. it sucked in terms of everything. family, love, financial, education, friendship, everything. people see me as someone who is happy and carefree all the time. but they don't fucking know the stories behind the mask that i've put on. how sad is that?

someone close don't trust me.

someone close don't understand me.

now who else can i rely on?

myself?


no way. i might just break down and die.