i just don't know what to say..

*crap, it's the time of the month. the cramps and backaches are killing me! helppppppp..
*it's now ryan's turn to get sick. i felt so guilty =/ he got the virus from me..sorry ling =(
*well, i suddenly dont feel too good after reading vicz's and chi's blog..i actually feel for them. all three of them used to live as ONE. but things are different for them now..it's such a waste. *sigh..after that, i realised something. i thought to myself..hello, where are YOUR friends? no, let me rephrase that sentence..it should go like..WHO are your friends?..i'm not just talking about the normal and ordinary close friends..what i meant was the kind of friends where you can really share your deepest and darkest secret with..the ones who'll go through your ups and downs with you..one who will lend you a shoulder to cry on while you give them urs whenever they need it..u know what i mean?...*sigh. well, frankly..i have NONE. I don't have a best friend. does that sound funny to you? or even weird? probably. but heck, that's the fact. and i'm used to it. life still goes on..