full of regrets.

*this is a real fuckup world. i dont know what i've done to deserve all these shits!! when u're trying to do something good, some motherfckers think that u're trying to create some havoc. dear fool, rewind and think back! make it clear 1st before u pinpoint anyone. u wont know who is that "ghost" who started all these shits. well, prolly u know it all the while..u're just trying to ignore and push the blame on someone stupid like ME. U're pushing it on me just because u know he is someone who loves you! U trust him..U know the fact that we're not really close to each other..so, why do i need to do all these to you? Am i too free or, what? Get that eyes of yours to open wider..people can put on a show..people can act..people would do anything they can..just to get back something which belongs to them.
*To whoever who is reading this, well..i actually wanted to tell this straight right at that fella's face. But ppl will then think i'm creating some "havoc" again. so why bother? Let them do whatever they wanna do..let them think whatever they wanna think..but, i'm still pisssssssedddddddddd! god damn shit. I really need something to calm myself down..