Happy Birthday my Summ-Chi. I love you Nene.

Still trying hard. Maybe it was not meant to be.
I am very tired.

Sigh.

Stress stress stress. So little time. So little time.
I can't breathe. I need a break.

Where is my pillar of strength?

All by myself.

Another boring Saturday. Someone needs to stop the rain. It's driving me nuts.
Gosh. I've never felt so aimless, helpless and hopeless.
Please, speak to me. Anyone.
These 4 blanks walls are driving me nuts too.

Good night.

Jason Mraz. Details in the Fabric.

Video-less. Listen, just listen to this beautiful tune.

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
Know your name
Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)
Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

You only live once.

You only live once, so live it with passion and desire. Learn new ways of doing old recipes, learn new cultures, don't let your mind get too set.

Eat the things you love the most, drink what you like the best, sleep when you need peace, dance when you want to feel alive. It makes your heart beats faster so that you can thrive.

Listen to the music that enchants you and take you to another place. Love to the depth of your soul, feel it with all your heart, and never let it from you part.

Let others love you too, if what they feel for you is true. Feel free to be you, to speak kindness, be caring and forgiving of yourself and of others. We only have one chance at this living thing.

Miss no opportunities of meeting someone special in our lives even if it might means a heartache or two along the way. All loves in our lives are worth having and they always happen for a reason.

Always take that chance, it is always worth no matter what, and the outcome, only heaven really ever knows.

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I've got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walking away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I've thought that being' strong meant never losing your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if i turned the sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hiding this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I've thought that being strong meant never losing your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Sky high 0630-0811

like, oiiiiiiiiiiiiii. what the fuck am i doing?

Like we never loved at all.

I need a chill pill.
Seriously.
I can feel my heart racing.
I can feel my heart pumping.
Fast, and loud.

No, I need sleeping pills.

Tiada Lagi

Sia sia sudah
Kita jalin cinta
Bila hati selalu berbeda

Sampai kapan lagi
Aku harus menahan
Rasa kecewa di dalam dada

Seandainya kita masih bersatu
Tak mungkinkan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta
Biarkan saja berakhir sampai
Di sini

Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan
Tiada lagi yang ku impikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu
Tiada lagi kata cintamu
Takkan lagi ku bersama mu
Biar ku simpan semua
Kenangan ku bersamamu

Love remains the same.

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
You make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We - should have the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

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35 more days.