phobia.

i survived death on the 1st day of CNY.
4 human beings flashed through my mind.
only 4.

who are they?

selamat hari burung.

alright. from today onwards, i shall not post anything which has gotta do with Cavin.
it's dangerous to have a stalker ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CAVIN!

**Cavin is the dude residing right beside my cubicle.

kabooshhhhh.

i had a great time.
shopping in 1U, alone.

i don't know if i'm being sensitive or am i too observant but most couples held hands super tight yesterday. they hugged each other from head to toe as they walk.
like wtf. can walk meh liddat?

they can't do it any other day, aye? why only on V's day?
-_-'

i saw,
couple arguing scene.
french kissing scene.
love birds choosing condoms.
'i-whack-u-u-whack-me-and-we-giggle' scene.

'our-house-dont-have-a-sofa-or-bed-for-us-to-sit-and-chat-so-
we-chose-to-come-over-to-1U-to-borrow-the-bench-and-
bermesra' scene.

ass grabbing scene.
ears blowing scene.
so many.
PDA man tiu.

i saw trillions of people lining up and waiting to dine in Italliannies, TGIF, Chillis and what nots.
ya, they were still grabbing and trying to strangle each other to death while lining up.
i saw happy faces on the girls.
the frownings on the guys.
set meals from TGIF suck big time btw.
you don't know what is good food until you try Cilantro yo.

i saw couples eating A&W and Burger King.
i sense the girl's anger.
and the guy's cheers.
hohohoho.

after watching countless dramas, the family called for a korean BBQ dinner @ hartamas. yet another v's day with single friends. vicca and ernest not included :) they got bored of romantic dinners and wanted some friends to join in their celebration -_-'

thanks a bunch yiwei, gimloong, vicca, ernest, vicye, hunter and junmeng. i know you guys can feel my pain. bwahahaha.

the damn day is over now.
waiting for the next big day...for the cinas!
hello choy san yeh.
:D

cherish the day?

YAYAYA. whatever.
phuck mr.valentine.

well, everyone knows valentine's day is tomorrow.
the ads are everywhere! grrrrr.
i don't have a date.
and it's sad.

let's do some flashback.
feb 14 year 2004 - ryan had kitchen practical class till late night. thus, resulting in no valentine's.

feb 14 year 2005 - ryan has started working in Cilantro Restaurant and Wine Bar. he was found cooking sooper dooper expensive romantic meals for lovey dovey too-much-of-money-to-spend couples to dine in during V's day. how pathetic. this poor lil girl over here ended up spending the night with all her 'still single' friends and had dinner in the college's restaurant. she waited all night for the boyfriend to come back. when he finally came home, it was no longer V's day :(

feb 14 year 2006 - I DON'T FEEL THE NEED OF REPEATING THE SAME OL' SHIET. no, minus the dinner part. because all my friends are no longer single.

view last year's post here.

exactly a year a go on the 13th, out of emo-ness, the biatch created this crap banner.


this year, she found something better to replace that emo crap banner.

picture courtesy of Jeff Thomas // Azuzephre @ Pon and Zi

i heart Pon and Zi! so fucking adorable. and emo



"you want valentine's day? EVERYDAY is valentine's for me."

hinder - better than me.

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

will ryan ever dedicate this song to me?
GEEZ. btw, highly recommended people.

turn off turn off turn off.
thank gawd.
hallelujah omitofu.

hellow bellow ling, I LOVE YOUUUUU :D
ahh, i just realized how much i love my lil ryan.
bwahahahhahaa.

2 more fucking days.

rachel left for aussieland on saturday.
gonna miss her yo! :D
had shabu-shabu session in Yuen Steamboat @ Sunway last thursday night with the ex-classmates and miss charmaine the lecturer.
we've got so mucho stuff to catch up man.

after that, heh heh.
a long drinking session with both cylee and virgo.
just the 3 of us. it has been a while.
KC cabut.
lei hou yeh.
and this is not nice yo.

vinnie, ning, chereene, rachel, our god mum, KC, miss beautiful, cylee, virgo.

nah i was just kidding about the miss beautiful thingy lah tiu :-P
not gonna post up pictures from the drinking session.

i don't look beautiful.

gimme the rainbow.

i don't know what happened to my bloody template.
i screwed them up by accident.
and you know, i suck at motherfucking shit HTML codes.
the background colour represents my life.

blank and colourless.

errr, so random.

EDITED
yeah, back to normal now. not colourless anymore! a million thanks to munaks, my saviourrrrrr.
he's like a genius deii.

nah, your free publicity. so no more nandos or whatever peri peri sauce hokayy.

:-)

monday blues.

no one's in the office. i'm friggin bored.
and it's only 10am!
yojiro-san the boss don't come in so early. only during lunch time.
naoko-san went for medical check up.
cavin is on leave.
eiko-san and YH work on a part-time basis.
wtf..they pay me to blog and surf the net o.O
and also to chat on MSN with munaks and calv..
bwahahaha.

last saturday, another session in Bed with my bitches.

stoned coconut heads.

josh & i.

okay, no more pics.

like a chimney.

happy belated thaipusam to y'all :)
here are some pixxies taken in Bed last saturday.
sorry for the poor quality picture. it's too dark in there and we were using only a mobile phone camera.

looking kinky over there vicz o.O

the very sarcastically done *peace* pose by my bitches.

ryan, weelun and gimloong has better pose. the yo! yo! pose :)

all in the family. edwin, yiwei, yenchi, vicca and aherm, moi.

PEP 9119. be prepared to face the consequences when messing with people like me :) bet you love the new look of your BMW 5-series :)